5th of October 2007: The Joy of Giving Up
The location is good - unusually the "Pedestrians Prohibited" sign is at the top of the onramp not the bottom, so I can stand on the shoulder of the onramp itself as the vehicles roll up past me, almost a perfect location. As the traffic slowly picks up a lot of it consists of oldish, well-used trucks and vans, also a very good sign.
After three hours I reach the end of my tether. It's not as though it's a horrendous time to work - I've waited three hours elsewhere before getting a ride - but yesterday has sapped my confidence. I've also lost my little MP3 player somewhere along the way and without music it's really hard to keep morale up after the two hour mark.
I trudge back down the onramp having concluded that California in general may not be the place to hitch. Back in Canada and Washington I shrugged off the warnings of people who told me you couldn't hitch-hike any more, but in this state it might actually be true - people here do seem really insulated from the world and other people in a way I haven't found elsewhere.
Back at the station I buy a very reasonable ticket for San Francisco - I'll travel the first part by train, then switch to a bus for the last stretch. While I'm sure this is the right choice and hitching would be impossible in the time I have, I'm still depressed and let down at having really failed at hitching for the first time.
I have almost two hours before my train so I walk back to a nice little cafe I saw on my way to the onramp, and settle in with a cup of coffee and a really good breakfast burrito. My spirits slowly rise again with good food, caffeine and warmth, and the realisation that I'll be in San Francisco by evening, the city I've looked forward to seeing for years, and have been anticipating since I started travelling.
The train is another Surfliner commuter unit, comfortable and fast, and the bus connection is smoothly arranged. Through the afternoon we roll into northern California, and the mirrored buildings of Silicon Valley flash with sunset colours on either side of us. I'm sitting with Ronnie, a student who lives in San Jose to the southwest of the Bay. She's been away for some time in a small university, and talks dreamily about her mum's cooking.
It's just getting dark when I step off the bus on the Embarcadero, the main street which runs along the bay-front of the city. The bulk of downtown stretches away from me, an extraordinary range of skyscapers and beautiful buildings, and the crowds are pouring up and down the street and over the crossings on all sides.
My first priority is to track down Gadget, who's promised to sort me out a cheap or better place to stay in the city...I need to find an internet cafe and locate Cozy Castro Cottage, where he lives. I know it's in the Castro area, the gay district of San Francisco. I ask a friendly dreadlocked jewellery-seller about internet cafes - he reckons the Castro is the best place to find them anyway, and directs me to the nearest transit station.
San Francisco has two major transport systems - BART (Bay Area Rapid Transport) and Muni (the Municipal transport network, which technically covers all buses, trams and cable cars but is usually used to describe the city's unique hybrid tube train/tram network). BART, essentially a very fast over/under train system, has only a few stations and is mainly useful for longer journeys going outside the city centre, but in this case it'll deliver me conveniently to Civic Centre which is handy for the Castro area.
Descending into the station I have some doubts about locating Gadget tonight - it's already about 7pm and I have no idea where this place is or even if I'll be able to reach him there. I stand rethinking for a while, then dig out a wad of printouts - my last emails from India House, including one from Deidre regarding her arrival for Decompression. I had thought she was coming in on the Saturday, but my sudden suspicion is confirmed - she's actually already in the city if she's running to schedule.
I find a payphone and ring her, and we have a joyful telephonic reunion and arrange to meet by her hotel near to Union Square - it's just up the road from the Powell BART station and it takes me around ten minutes to get there. I walk up the road to Union Square through the craziest part of downtown San Francisco - the crowds are swarming, there's neon and glass on all sides, the road is thick with cars, taxis and buses.
Union Square is lit up all round and surrounded by huge brand-name stores. I search through the crowds and finally locate Deidre on the corner, joyful shouting and hugs are exchanged. We walk to the nearest internet cafe talking over each other as we exchange travelling stories - Deidre's just come back from an amazing business trip to Kyoto.
At the cafe the search for Gadget stops dead - he hasn't replied to my last email and Cozy Castro Cottage has no phone number. I leave another email for him, and one with the CCC email address asking them to tell him to get in touch with me. There's not much more I can do.
Still swapping stories and slowly getting up to date Deidre and I return to her hotel, and I start ringing around hostels. Most of them, as anticipated, are booked out with incoming Burners. The only one I can find is on the Haight, San Francisco's legendary historical centre of hippiedom and bohemia - a cool place to stay but it's miles out of the city centre.
Deidre's still waiting for her friend Brian to arrive by train, so I decide to get the bus out to the guesthouse, get signed in (their front desk closes shortly) then come back into town and we can all have dinner together. The concierge gives me directions and I head out to the bus stop.
In practice the directions are dreadful, taking me all the way out of town one way then back in again, and it takes me almost two hours to reach the Haight. By the time I'm booked in (the girl on the desk almost refuses to let me in as it's so late) it's midnight and not worth going back into town - I ring Deidre to tell her to go ahead and eat without me, and crash into bed. I'm frustrated, hungry and a bit miserable but I'm also shattered, and I quickly fall asleep.

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